Jesus I just WANT you!

So I've been going out evangelizing every week, and I know you tell me to talk to different people and I do. And I say what needs to be said, but ABBA I need more of your love more of your words.. more of your touch. I need the holy spirit's kiss, I need to SEE what you SEE and be burdened with what your burdened for. I want your heart, just to linger by your feet. I have this big desire to know you and love on you, and for others also to share in that Joy. I feel like I'm doing enough to be satisfied but I don't want to be satisfied.. I don't just want to tell other people about you and their sin. I want you to encounter them, I want your loving arms to embrace them I want to be led by your spirit.

But first and foremost I need and desperately want some of that special love you have for me, I've desired it for so long to be so intoxicated with your love that it just overflows all over the place. But I haven't had any of that love in a long while.. so I'm going to wait for it. Because that LOVE that encounter with you Jesus is the only thing worth living for, so I'll sit here and gaze at your face.. your beautiful by the way even as an unattractive jewish man.. you are beautiful you are the lion of Judah.. you are MY FRIEND. So come and let your love been seen and known in a tangible way, I'll forsake all as loss for that love.

You are fairer than 10,000 men, Lord let your word your very own flesh come alive to me today. As I search your word to know about your loving character. Jesus let me talk to the people you want me to talk to, open up encounters and set up some divine meetings today. I love you Jesus