Stir up my Heart again.

Fan the flame, I need you.. I'll cling to materialsim, or vanities, I'll cling to another lover.. anything but you. My heart is so deceitful, so wicked, above all things, gaurd my heart beloved it's yours, I'm waiting for our wedding day. Jesus have my whole heart, have my prayer life, take all this worldly junk that I so easily cling to. My own image, my own stuff, it's all yours.. have it all. Advance your kingdom Jesus! I lovvveee you!!!! Thank you for being so good to me today, I really like you.. your so sweet. I'll ramble all day long.. I'm nothing without you.. la la la you make my heart sing. I'm nothing without you, I was a dirty rotten sinnner, and without you I'll go back to other lovers. But I have you sweet Jesus thank you for your Grace! Let your face shine upon me, my sweet savior and beloved husband. I am yours..


you make me so giddy Jesus!

You are enough!

Jesus I thought I was over this, but I need your strength all over again, it's been a year. But why is my heart being stirred up again, why is this coming up again. All I need is you.. all I NEED is your comfort my soul nothing else would do. Jesus when you come back, though I don't see it, and I don't feel it. What will matter is my love for you and your love for me. Lord I know you really want to heal me from this, I'll do whatever you want. Please help me, overcome.

Jesus you didn't have your father on this earth, the glory, or the splender, you were so alive, so kind, so patient, you contained humanity you contained a pure love. Even when you felt alone, even when you were alone, you didn't have friends that understood you, you didn't have a wife and kids to come home to, you were concerned with being a faithful son. You contained the fullness of humanity yet the fullness of God, Jesus you were God. Lord I love you.. I am not alone, you suffered as I have and you will occupy my heart so that it won't wonder.. let it not wonder sweet Jesus.

Your are enough, Thank you! Lord what Joy and sweetness you have set up for me, you plan to give me a hope and a future. Though I lack you will turn around for gain. Father I know your setting me up to be a kind wife and mother some day.. I am not alone you fully occupy my heart. Lord I love you!!

Listen to the Wise..

Read the BIBLE. WAIT ON THE LORD. PRAY.
DO NOT GET TIRED, OR WEARY, RENEW THE OIL AND THE INTIMACY WITH HIM, FILL UP ON THE JOY OF YOUR SALVATION.


Billy Graham
Mother Theresa
William Booth
Kieth Green
Pastor Cleetus
Brother Lawrence
Paul Washer
Leanord Ravenhill
Ray Vanderlynn
John Piper
John Wesley
Winston Churchill
Dawson Trotman
A.W Tozier
C.S Lewis
Ravi Zacharias
Charles Finney
K.P Yohannan
John Bevere
David Wilkerson
Mike Bickle
Lou Engle
Misty Edwards
Max Lucado
Thomas A. Kempis

Reading Brother Lawrence

"I consider myself as the most wretched of men, full of sores and corruption, and who has committed all sorts of crimes against his King. Touched with a sensible regret, I confess to Him all my wickedness, I ask his forgiveness, I abandon myself in His hands that He may do what He pleases with me. The King, full of mercy and goodness, very far from chastising me, embraces me with love, makes me eat at His table, serves me with His own hands, gives me the key to of His treasures; He converses and delights Himself with me in incessantly, in a thousand and a thousand ways, and treats me in all respects as His favorite.It is thus I consider myself from time to time in His holy presence. My most useful method is this simple attention, and such a general passionate regard to God, to whom I find myself often attached with greatr sweetness and delight than that of an infant at the mother's breast; so that,if I dare use the expression, I should choose to call this state the bosom of God, for the inexpressable sweetness which I taste and experience there."

"Sometimes I consider myself there as a stone before a carver, whereof he is to make a statue; presenting myself thus before God, I desire Him to form His perfect image in my soul, and make me entirely like Himself"